Catch up??

So now that I have the internet back, there is the question of playing catch-up with the blog. In a way, I would love to go back and talk about all the cute things my kids did and whatnot, but I can't. My problem is that all those cute and wonderful things that my kids did were overshadowed by emotional baggage the likes of which I had never before seen. I want to be able to remember exactly the way Raiden and Jaide were wrestling over one of Skyla's pumpkin cookies without being slightly upset. I will sometime (hopefully soon), but right now.... my emotions are getting the best of me..